ANGST…and subsequent remorse.

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I woke up this rising with a strange, unsettled feeling. It was if all of my intentions meant nothing and the spectre of depression kept creeping up behind me, tickling me with knobby, cold fingers.

I prayed in bed, as I usually do, but forgot to do my meditation. Maybe that was the beginning of the disconnect. I hadn’t tended my entire garden. Balance had not been achieved.

It’s been an odd holiday season. I keep thinking of my ex and how last Christmas was so different. I am trying not to stress but bills are stealing my desire for a joyous noel.

I’ve got a lot on my mind.

But it is time to let it go.

I am healed…whenever I am ready.

I am ready.

So it is.

On a lighter note, now that I have vented, it’s time to get to some self healing. Popping in a meditation and getting to work preparing for my date in the rising.

Oh, yea…I’m dating myself and it’s a beach date. I took some cute pics for me, too. I worked out and today I had:

Breakfast- Corn English Muffin with apricot pineapple preserves and two slices of turkey bacon,

Lunch- Ravioli and a half glass of red wine,

Dinner- Cheese pizza, red wine and coffee,

Snack- bag of popcorn.

No eating after nine today. Yay!

So…no more angst and no more regrets. It’s a new day…well it’s night time but you get it.

Enjoy your evening!

Every day, in every way, I get better and better.AffirmingHAppiness pink polaroid430978_4132069991697_1613042754_n

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