Humans of Earth…What?

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Humans of Earth…What?

A lot of crazy sh*t has been happening lately. As a person of logic, I’m trying to delve a little deeper than Nazis and Hate. Racism. Classism.  Any ‘ism’ must come from somewhere. The people of this planet are comfortable with bad relationships, personally as well as globally. Humans are accustomed to dysfunction and the normalizing of it in our personal lives makes it manifest as larger problems in our societies.

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For instance, have you ever stayed in an unhealthy, romantic relationship because “all relationships take work”? Do you know someone who is married but really can’t stand the person they’re with but will justify staying for: the kids,  the insurance, or the comfort of not being alone?

Society tells humans that we are doomed to a life of despair or desperation if we are not bound to another human in some way. My question today is why is the focus on being ‘in love’ instead of practicing self love? Self Love is the Healer. If Humans practice self love en masse, there would be less drama in our personal interactions. We could save the world with radical self love.

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If a person doesn’t value herself and all of her self worth is tied to her partner and if that partner can’t fill the void left by her lack of self love, bullsh*t happens. Self Love cannot be replaced with obsession. Most of what humans practice today is obsession, not love. Love is knowing your own worth and knowing that no one can destroy you without your permission.

How does this apply to our current global situation? Well, people who can’t love themselves, can’t love others. People who don’t love themselves can’t save the world because they don’t even know how to save themselves.

 

Why is the world the way it is? The world is full of dysfunctional people. We’ve made fighting, cheating and demeaning common in relationships where these things shouldn’t exist. We hurt each other deeply and remain tied together out of obligation or fear. We blame our partners or ex’s for our behavior because we don’t know how to go within for answers. That’s why the world is the way it is. Humans need to do better.

 

We need to go within before attempting to heal what’s outside of ourselves. How do we do that? Begin with discovering what makes you tick. Who are you? It’s surprising how many people get nervous when asked that question. Who are you? Do you like the person you’ve become? These and so many others are questions that need to be answered before one even attempts to deal with another human on an intimate level.

Who am I? I’ve been working on that answer for years…and my answer has changed many times. It may change many more times. I am ever present and always evolving. I am happy that I can always find ways to positively manage my energy. I am an energy being in a physical body and I enjoy myself immensely. I know myself enough to know that I intensely dislike being frustrated so I constantly try to find ways to manage my energy positively. I am a introvert on some days and an extrovert on some other days. I am known by many in many different ways.

I am essentially Happy. I am Grateful. I am Starchild…and although I don’t always understand humans, I am definitely happy to be one. So, now that we know the answer: Self Love, we can move on to other things like…changing the world.

 

Adult Situations…with Adult Kids.

First of all, I Love the Shix out of my kids. Love’em. I probably spoiled them out of some Gen X guilt complex but only because I love them.

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Now, with that said…is this the crap my parents had to deal with from me? Entitlement. Misdirected Anger. Drastic Mood Swings. One minute the “I’m Adult” Speech and in the very next breath, “Mom, You’re Not Doing Enough For Me” BS. Who am I kidding? Yes! Yes, I was a Spoiled American Brat well into my “adulthood”. This is the Reaping of that which I Sowed.

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I am a professional. I am an Educator with three certifications…and I basically don’t make enough money to buy a home in Florida.  At least, I thought I didn’t; however, I guess I can. Since my adult son and I had a heated “discussion” about our living situation, I looked up programs to help teachers buy houses. So, I guess I could thank him for spurring this new course of action…but he’s in his feelings. Mr. Adult told me by next summer he’s moving out. I feel a little bad but…it had to happen one day, right?

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Back to the subject at hand, The Reaping. I now see that having adult kids is not as easy as one would think. I keep replaying conversations I had with my parents when I was their ‘adult’ kid in the house with a lot of opinions. How did they put up with me? Lots of Jesus Love and prayer. A couple of Long Island Ice Teas, maybe?

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Did my parents ever just look at me and go, “What the Heck have I created? This kid talks more *&%Y^& than ever. When will this brat Grow up?” They waited a long time…probably still waiting. I’m like their eighteen year old daughter who is really forty something and kinda still needs financial help, sometimes.

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But this comeuppance can be a bit frustrating. I know that what comes around goes around and this is what I am SO SURE I did to my parents. Heck! I was probably ten times worse, with me being a highly volatile, perpetually depressed, self destructive Cancer chick. I look back on myself and think, Damn! I was a hot mess. Heck…my kids are a walk in the park compared to me.

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Ok. So, I can dig it. Deep Breath. Center My Thoughts on Happiness. Stretch.

It’s time to go talk to my kid. If he is ready.