I broke the glass…and that’s a good thing.

I broke the glass…and that’s a good thing..


I broke the glass…and that’s a good thing.

It’s funny how I just know things. Thoughts that flitted through my mind, things I can barely remember, leave clues of the future.

This isn’t one of those grand, apocolyptic visions. It’s more of a coincidence that i knew would happen.

I was toying around with a glass hookah my ex brought back from Egypt. My cellphone fell on it while I was flirting with someone. Oops!

But, I knew as soon as I put it there, next to my bed on the carpeted floor, that it’s time was near.

Did i will it? Did the subconscious me know that I didn’t need to meet the new year with my ex’s stuff around me?

Or…is it simply an accident?

Who knows?

Funny thing is I barely care. I don’t feel happy or sad that it’s broken. It just is.

Tis life.

Every day, in every way, I get better and better.



Sugar Crash…Burn.

Dude. I woke up around ten a.m. brimming with post sugar overdose guilt so I drag, almost literally, my happy butt to the gym. First things first, I grab my post work out chocolate cappuccino.  I am no saint just a girl fighting a love of all things combining chocolate and coffee.

In the gym, I made it through twenty minutes of the elliptical machine and some upright shoulder presses. Yay!

I’ve been looking for my one lb weights all week so I use the five lbers in my gym. That limits my spur of the moment workouts at home to mostly cardio. Is The Universe telling me it’s time for new weights?


So my day started on a good note. I worked out and immediately had a few cookies. What? It’s the holidays…lol.

Seriously, I know it’s time to cleanse so New Year’s Day is the day I start my kick off cleanse. In the meantime. I’ll keep smiling and moving…and possibly eating more cookies.

Who am I kidding?

Definitely eating more cookies.lol20141225_105512

Sugar Shock aka The Struggle is Real Sweet. lol

20141225_105512First, I ate a crap load today…and none of it was healthy. None of it. So, for my holiday gift, I forgive myself for gluttony and greed. I promise to work out as my penance.

Now…I went over my notes and realized that this blog is intended to celebrate my body’s development. So, I will continue to record my eating habits as well as daily exercise or movements and how my body looks as the days go by.

I promised my youngest that I wouldn’t go to the gym yesterday and today but I did squeeze in a fifteen minute routine. Short and sweet.

It’s Christmas. Have a cookie.


Holiday Cheer with a side car of Crazy!

It’s Christmas Eve…yay! I’ve been alternating between baking like a Stepford,hanging out with The Jabari Brothers and staving off depression.

The sugar helps.

I forgot to journal my food foibles yesterday and to be honest, it’s The Holidays, I’ve been eating everything under the sun. In my defense, I’ve worked out so que cera cera.

Today’s been kinda mellow. I watched Dawn of the Planet of the Apes. Not appropriate but action packed and fun. Also, I baked a cake… but saving it for tomorrow

Have a Great Night!

Every day, in Every way, I am better and better.

Especially with copious amounts of sugar.